Sunday, September 21, 2008

Something funny happened

today on the bus from dublin to the airport i was overcome with emotion and i really am not sure if it was because i was so sad to leave dublin which would be funny because i hated dublin when i first got there but actually i think it was because somewhere in the back of my mind i didnt think i would get back there and ireland is a magical place and does things to people and i dont know its just wierd its all wierd maybe its because i didnt do enough in dublin or did to much i mean i was at the bar last night and was with a canadian girl and the italian girl came in and drank more jameson in 15 min than i have ever before but i really liked the canadian girl she was really nice and friendly like all canadians and she even walked me to the bus today and that could be one of the reasons that i felt emotion i almost didnt board the plane i almost ran back to the bus i almost did something other than what i planned but this is the only thing i planned on the trip and i feel like it is almost a mistake i think its the people because i dont care to much about sites i mean some are fine but im not a site seeing person i actually prefer to meet people which is wierd because im not an extremely social person at home i think i get sick of people if im around them to long and who knows im in rome and i didnt come here with the best attitude so im going to see it by night in the rain.
funny thing is that ireland loved me it didnt rain at all when i was outside it was sunny for 4 days straight i got sunburnt in fucking ireland and no where else and i think i have to go back i dont think its a matter of want as its a matter of need.

(original post before computer crashed..)

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