walking

is all ive fucking done today i swear and im kind of sick and really tired i mean i was passing out when i tried to get a pass for the night train to vienna but i couldnt get a night train to vieanna because that part of the program was closed so the woman told me to just hope that there was a spot open but i really need sleep and have you ever tried to sleep on a night train i mean sleeping on a regular train thats fine you are expecting that 1 to 3 hour blackout kind of like a plane except sometimes you meet a complete stranger and talk for 6 hours straight thats what happened in berlin to amsterdam but last night sucked and i had wierd dreams and theres something that brought me here to zurich and i dont know what it is i havnt found it yet someone offered me their attic and i think i might take it because well i need sleep and im so sick of walking and if im sick of walking in the streets im sure ill be sick of sleeping in the streets come morning but at least the street wont be moving not like a train and i do need to stay longer i need to find what brought me here i need sleep i need a shower i need nothing but my health in all actuality that is all i need and i dont want to come home but today the lack of sleep the sickness and being alone and talking to one person at a train station for 15 minutes does tend to make you a little lonelz but time is up i need to post this beforee i lose it all
dont lose it all
INDIE MOVIE SCENE OF THE DAY
guy came up to me when i was fucking around with my locker at the train station explaining that he was an artist helping tourists so he helped me out and whistled and he could whistle 3 tones simoultaneously and i was impressed. almost went to see him by the lake last night but i was cold and sick and za, i like the za a little more than the ya, but that could be because im in switzerland anyways im out.

(ok, i wrote that last night, ill write what i really think now)

and after a full nights sleep or at least 7 hours in an attic of a guy i met last night on a really comfortable matress after drinking wine and talking about my trip and his trip and mountains and relationships i feel a lot better, about 10 fold from what i wrote last night the uncertainty is gone and i head to vienna in 4 hours and heidleberg to see fiona and then up to frankfurt to see stephanie and im excited to be back in germany and back with fiona and to see vienna but i have no idea whats in vienna but i am kind of glad i came to zurich instead of going to venice but ill explain it all later in the end.
indie movie scene of the day
well it could be right now as im writing and thinking about relationships while listening to borne on the fm waves of the heart by against me but anyways i could put this song to something that happened in the train station when i was getting my reservation to vienna or wien whatever you want to call it there was a goth couple making out when a guy dressed all in white with a yamaka or whatever i think he was jewish but he came over and started talking to them about protection in german and handed them a bunch of condoms, and it was visually and verbally beautiful and i wonder if anyone else saw what i saw but i think my time here is about over, its time for the next experience.